Hi, my blog viewers....
It's been quite sometime since i last post....
many things to say...
but dont know where to start.
Saw the previous post?
I will continue the story some other day...
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My studies were going smoothly....
I study constantly each day...
but i'm still afraid of going school...
no friends in school...
no teacher pay attention to me....
everyday sleep in class...
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Is this my life?
I hate my love life..
it sucks...
Why do other people can have a long lasting, sweet and romantic relationship....?
but i can't....
After my last broke up...
it's a hard one...
and i tell myself not to fall for any girls le...
But this year...
When i saw this girl....
I got an unique feeling...
She seems to be so special to me....
Sadly, till today... i still dont know what to do exactly...
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Escape or to stay put?
Escape, my heart breaks....
I hate people around me to leave....
but will any one feel the same as me, if i'm leaving?
I think nobody will care also....
I'm just a lonely man in this world....
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Stay put, i dont know what to do...
i like you, yes i know....
but when i know i cant have you...
i'm lost... in the 'woods'...
i wonder what's my next step is...?
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I loving you one-sided...
but do you care?
do you know?
I bet on my life, that you dont know....
You say my status all so emo de....
yes i admit!
but it's really how i feel....
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There are times you really make me very happy!
There are times which you also make me damn sad/emo....
ups and downs.....
so %#^$ $#%#@.........~!
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For three years, i did not get angry...
doesn't mean everything is fine...
i'm just pushing it down to the bottom of my heart...
tolerating every shit!
If i blows up this year... it will be history!
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I dont wish for much now...
All i want is,
you to be happy,
safe and sound,
healthy!!!
You will be my only close friend/ supersister!!!
No matter where i am...
Hell...or...heaven
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!Smile~always!