It's the holiday now!
but i'm living my everyday life sadly...
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We are close friends,
We chat happily everyday...
with jokes and laughters...
but then your phone got confiscated by your mum...
and i was very sad at that moment of time....
no ones know how exactly i feel...
as i really dont know how to express my feelings ar...
I only know i'm very sad...
everyday very moody....
starring at the phone hoping it sound but was disappointed...
going online as often as i could...
so to get a chance to chat with you...
but failed everytime...
asking myself why am i such a fool....
indeed am a failure...
I was happy to recieved msg on facebook from you...
but your words, dont know why, makes my imagination run wild each time...
and when you call me "dont wait",...
my heart breaks...
my mind went blank....
and then many whys appear...
Even you call me not to wait,
but i will still wait...
i seriously like you... but i dont know what you think of me..
no guts to ask...
but never mind...
close friends should be better ba...
i really wish..... ... .... ...
but you're not ready... maybe you still dont trust me ba... or dont know me well yet...
so now.... ya...
now i'm going with the flow and see how...
(by your orders!)
Today, you've got back your phone!
i'm so happy!
can chat with you again..
even though it's just for a day... i'm still happy!
now i'm wondering how you look with your new hair style....
haiis...
hope my path will goes on smoothly and hope everythings turns out well!
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My mid year results was disappointing...
sorry!
Gonna use this holidays to catch up my school work...
cancel schedule because of it and partly because of her too...
study study study...
English, math, science, combined humanities failed!
Ice cream...
Chinese 'o' level just pass....
but i got no confident that i will do well!
Praying real hard to get at least a B ....
Having school during the holidays was tiring....
dotn know why i got the 'study' feeling during the holidays...
why it dont come before the exams...???
is it because i know you to late...
so the motivation came late???
thoughts running wild again...
haiis....
thought that i'll have the chance to go out and study with you...
but now i see...
i got no chance...
very sad....
I've promise you that i will do well in my studies!
i swear i will!
Pinky promise!
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Love ya!!!
~i miss you~
~i need you~ ~i like you~
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