It's been exactly two weeks from the day i get to know you.
Chatting with you everyday.
Smiling everyday.
I've never been so happy before le.
Thanks to you.
Really enjoy chatting with you.
Fun, joy and laughter!
You are that cute, that there is no reason for me to say you are not.
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I was courageous enough to tell you ...
then i feel bad, and i'm afraid you would ignore me...
you told me you are not ready and you will disappoint me..
but all i need is you.
I knew the results... but i still ask...
i admit i was sad when you reply...
but there's nothing much i can do..
the holidays are coming...
i dont know whether do i still stand a chance to continue chatting with you...
i'm sad...
your replies : i dont know...
makes me wonder what my next step..
you are going to sota!
and..
i really dont know how...
the most failure thing in me is that i do not know how to express my feelings!
deep down my heart i'm feeling sad,
but outside of me is carrying a happy face...
i felt so f***
sorry, really very sorry...
am seroiusly down...
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( as i type i get more and more sad )
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end of just like this...
heart cracking sounds could be heard....